Its been a while since I updated. So I thought id take this oppurtunity to let the world know im still alive.

Today was hard. I had a tooth pulled this morning and my jaw is killing me. I knew it was going to hurt but damn. My brother gave me a vicodin and i went to sleep for a few hours. Matty took me to the dentist. I appreciate it so much. He has been very attentive and loving here lately. And Im enjoying it emensly. Our relationship seems to have settle down and the roller coaster ride is over. We have found where we need to be and are working towards moving forward. Im very happy to say the least.

Life is still good. Im still at charter and been there for over a month now. I missed my first day tuesday. My car broke down and stranded me on the side of the road until after 6 pm. I was very unhappy about htat. Some bearing and the serpentine belt went out or broke. So it was a cheap 30 dollar fix and all is well again.

I get paid tomorrow so thats good too. I need to pay my car payment and my credit card bill. I was hoping my checks would be here but so far their a no show. According to the website they were shipped on the 11th. They said it could take between 5-13 days for them to show so i guess ill just have to keep watching the mail.

Not alot else has been happening. Just working and going to school and spending as much time with Matt as I can. I miss him alot when we are apart. Ive come to terms with alot of my demons and hes working on his. I love matt with my whole heart. Of all the guys Ive ever been with, Matt is the best. He takes care of me and worries about me as much as I worry about him. I went over there wed night and cooked him dinner cause Im tired of seeing him eat out. That and im an awesome cook :)

Life seems to finally be going my way which i am forever greatful. No longer does it seem bleak. I dont need to live in the past anymore cause I am making much better memories now. I wish all my ex's luck in life and hold no hard feelings. Apparently I wasnt the woman for them. Well now I have what I have been looking for. A man with a good heart, a job, and a wish to build a future together. So im gonna get but just wanted to do a quick update. Love to hear from ppl I havent in a while.

Laters-